Let's see...

In Trigonometry, I'll probably get...say, an average of an 80? I know, it's no surprise, actually. I'm not the smartest girl in Math so why bother, right? I mean, I already understand the basics but come on? The material is boring enough that I have to learn it and solve it and listen to it for an hour...plus, it's my first period everyday. I'm still half-asleep for crying out loud. And Sir Prime is so...how do I say it? Annoying. What kind of teacher let's his students do reports? And in Trigonometry if I might add? Huh, what a waste of time. Last grading I just received an 84 from this subject. Annoying, I know. I'm not sure if I will get an 80 but to me, I will. Sorry, this person lacks confidence.

Next period is Drafting class. Well, this is why I hate doing mechanical drawing because I'm too lazy to bring my rulers and compass. Okay, I used to bring them to school, but after the frequent no-class entry with this subject, I leave them at home for safe-keeping. Now, I have nothing against drawing, it's just that, I don't have exactly creative hands to begin with. I wouldn't even attend Drafting class if it weren't really that important but I'm horribly failing at it. Last grading I had an 89. I don't know what I'll get next. I'm TOTALLY freaking out. TOTALLY.

Now, Chemistry. The teacher is our class adviser. It hadn't been easy but at least last grading I got a 90. Our teacher is very nice to us, and she is a major fan of Lady Gaga, which is kind of weird if I would add. She admires her for no reason---well, except that she's cute and all, but ugh...that singer is off the hook for our adviser. Anyway, back to chem. I love Chem, don't get me wrong, but sometimes, it bores me to death and I almost fell asleep one time. I guess I still have problem with this subject but it isn't as major as the ones I really have to worry.

Music? Arts? P.E? Health? Huh, I guess I managed to pass it no sweat but my art needs a little help. Like I said, Winter Violet is NOT an artistic person, one way or another.

Physics. Ah, Physics. Okay, I was supposedly going to get an average of 79 but our teacher said I was cute and adorable so she gave a consideration of 87. At least, it's not a line of 7. I really am scared for this subject. Plus, I'm at the back table. I'm sitting in the last table. I'm so mad because...ugh, read my other journal entry before this one. Others are able to move their heads and eyes around to search for the answer. But the teacher always stays at our side and watches us so it's quite harder to share answers with my seatmates. And I'm a very busy person. I can't carry out five things at once.

English? Um, I guess I also got in by the skin of my teeth. English is easier than any other subject I have to suffer. Last time I got a 91 which is hard to earn for your info.

Social Studies. The shameful subject. I hate that subject. I used to love it but I was singled out. I hate being singled out in class, calling my attention because I was writing or talking or reading a novel. I study when I feel like studying but the habit of it bores me. Like a lot.

That's it. I'm failing. I came to accept that. What I'm afraid of...I'm afraid of not getting into the first section...The first section in the Senior Class. 'Einstein' is what they call it. Einsteins are smart people who stayed in the first section for the four years they spent in high school.

I hate High School...

I'm ashamed. Ashamed. I'm scared of the reaction my parents are going to put up.